Chinese New Year is comin'

Woohoo!! Chinese New Year is coming!! Huat ah~

Although this NY is diff from the past but I can the celebration feeling. Waiting for "chu san" (3rd of NY) going to Kel's hse to play mahjong and on thursday going to serene's hse sort of NY gathering.

Yesterday went to watch with Hui. He wore a black long sleeve levis top and a normal jeans plus a his bilabong cap, just look like Im going out with a star who can't let other recognise him (am I think too much? Haha... shouldn't be because Yvel bi-zi bi-zi with me)

When abt 9+, I insisted him to send me home. The bus are full of passengers, he felt sick and I sould see his goose bumps and his pale face. I felt guilty for insisting him to send me back. Poor Hui~ But after awhile he was alright.

~Valentine Day~

Yesterday was a different vday, no romantic dinner, no gifts, no sweet-talk, only a basket of rose.

Early in the morning, I recieved Tiglet's call that to meet for breakfast but this time slightly different from usual - he wanted me to come straight away. I thought he was giving me a small suprise, there wasn't any surpise but a bad "gift"...

Tiglet : "yesterday I was looking at friendster and saw a chiobu, she is very pretty & sexy. I'm willing to shorten 10yrs of my lifespan if she were my laopo!!"

I angry hearing these words and specially on vday. Why can't he say some sweet-talk to make me happy?! I discussed this with Yvel, but she find it normal and think there isn't any reason to be angry for. "Am I petty?" I keep asking myself. Serene's comment was different, she agree my view. She also don't like this kind of words coming out from her boi.

I went to meet him after working hrs, just want to have a simple dinner and passed him the gift. But when I see him, reminded me of this morning's incident, I can't easily forget what he had said. I cried. I cried because I'm angry. Am I not good enoughto be your gf but you have no choice have to force yourself to be with mi? Althought in the end he regret what he said and keep say "SORRY" for a thousand of times but still ... , it remains inside.

New start

*~*~*~*~*~*~ Below are post posted on 12/07/2007 *~*~*~*~*~*

Hmm... From my past post, it has been 3years didn't blog le. Actually I forgot the Username & password le but manage to get back lah. Why so long did blog? My 1st blog is when I'm in Poly. Lots of thing happen such as got my 1st bf, 1st time having afew close friends, 1st time being dump, 1st time being so sad until my heart sank into a endless well, got 2nd bf, found a gd job, met gd friends in company, some unhappy family prob, broke w 2nd bf, chng living style, got another bf etc...

Too many things happen and my house computer siao siao de, cant to log on to internet. So many reason, I should be forgiven right? Why u suddenly start blogging again? Hmm... Now I'm 22years old, start working at Chartered. Just like normal office lady - got my own desk & pc. So that's why I can blog during office hours - Ops!! Dun let my boss know hor? Pls~~