Thursday, April 26, 2007

things that make me upset

I have been back from china for about 2weeks. Alot of people asked me :"Is there nice? Isit fun?" I don't really know how to reply, I just said : "okie loh" In fact is not the place not good...

Zx and I's distance seem like getting further, Sometimes I tried to find some topics to tok but she didn't feel like carry on the conversation. Last thursday Zw asked me whether am I free on 5 May as she and Zx plan to go clubbing. It was zx's idea and we are just next door and she nvr intend to tell me. She getting to dislike me? Hai... I still haven't reply zw's msg, wait unil zx asked me ba, if she doesn't like with me along then I just don't go loh.

Today I'm a little bit upset over the "big 2 small" picture in my friendster, Zen keep guessing that I'm Lp or Vel. Btw, Zen is a new guy which I knew it from friendster. He is 26 years old, okay looking with the black spec that Vel like. Just now sms and know that he is working as a saleman in osim retailer.

Thursday, April 5, 2007

China, I'm coming~

Today is thursday which is the last day of working and is also the last day I'm in sg, tonight I will be flying off to Tianjing - WoOhOo!!

Yesterday I was late to work as I slept at 1am, I took the bus-way path to company and met Tiglet. I thought he waited there for mi, in fact I'm wrong. He was angry about his work stuff till he feel like quiting. My poor Tiglet, I don't know how can I console him...
At evening time he came and meet me, I tried my best to cheer him up and it did works slightly ;D So glad to see his smile again.

Tonight at 12midnight I will be taking china airline. I will be going off for 9 days (more than 1 week leh!!) and I only change S$600, hopeful I won't overspend. Tiglet took the initiative to fetch Zx and me to Changi. Althought the possibility of Tiglet "chu gui" is very low but don't know why, I have some bad feeling - something might be happen while I'm away.

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

mOnday Onz~~

Today I'm so happy, happy for no reason ;D Maybe bcos I'm going to China with Zx on thursday or maybe friday is a holiday, or maybe I has a nice weekend, or maybe recently I know a new friend called Louis...

He is Yvel's not close hostel friend, that means he is a 25 years old student studying in NTU last year. Any other thing about him, I'm not sure. For one thing I know is, he is a good in smsing, feel happy when seeing his msg. His msg is always what I like (long long de). The feeling is like good with a long-losting old friend. Most important is he helps me alot by forgetting about Ren. Sometimes keen to know his looks but afraid that it will be too fast and this feeling will end soon. Wish that this feeling can remians as long as it can. Maybe we will become a good friends like Yvel and Junhao?!

Soon I'm going to Tianjing with S$500, is it enough? I doubt so but if I use too much will affect my saving and this mth's expenses. Tiglet is giving me $200, He is a nice guy althought he is neither caring, good in talking/smsing nor knowing ger's mind and thoughts but I can feel that he has tried, he will try his best to do whatever I want. I must learn to be 知足

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

爱情专一不专一

星期二 雨天

是不是每个男人都一样,对爱情都不专一。

In the morning I felt sad as yesterday got an argument with Tiglet. He thinks that it is not an necessary to share everything with mi. "Huh? If don't how would I know what you thinking about? That means I have to guess lah?" "U have the shadow of that idiot guy!" I thought. I getting worry, I don't know what can I say. "Should I treat you the same as how you did?" I like to share everything that happens around me with you but why can't u do the same? What should I do?

Laopo said she n her boi talks everything under the sun unless secrets that people stated not to say. Is Libran all the same? Vel also the same thinking as Tiglet.

In the morning Vel asked me to accompany her to toilet so I did.

Vel : "errmm... Actually got something to tell you but don't know whether should anot because you look sad as maybe something bother you."

Piggy : "What is it about? Just say it out lah."

Vel : "Ermm... Junhao said that Ren called him to inform him that July he is getting married le."

Piggy : "Haha... Nia I told you liao, I know he got girlfriend, u don't believe?"

Vel : "You.. You not sad hor?"

Piggy :"Haha... I'm okie de."

I was stunt... I know there is something wrong with him but just can't tell. At first I did suspect that he has girlfriend but this marriage news didn't strike in my mind at all.... ... ...

Lunchtime eating with Karen they all, Tiglet is coming too. When I return back to my seat after ordering, they give me a weird look, can tell that they know Im not rite but they didn't ask much. Throught the whole lunch I feel so sian and moody.

Friday, March 2, 2007

Super busy arh!!

Today is New Year's 11th day, I was very busy with my work (disposition week =_="'). I really recieve a BIG hongbao frm my duty, lots of big big issue happening!! First is the IMP whole lot scrap, 2 wfrs fail multiple failure, 3 wfrs fail FE, whole lot fail P+chain (no clue whr goes wrong), TR09 2 lots fail MT5/PY stack chain. Whole week Im workinh more than 10hrs - I gonna to faint~~

Everyday is like going for wars, busy till forgot to DRINK WATER, TOILET, SMS. Hmm... talking about sms, recently I find out my sms rate is decreasing. Maybe now I don't need Ren le, I have recover from his spell, Yeah!!

New Year not that bad, my collegues said "Ur face become rounder, look nicer." Wahaha... That is a praise that I like to hear ;D

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Chinese New Year is comin'

Woohoo!! Chinese New Year is coming!! Huat ah~

Although this NY is diff from the past but I can the celebration feeling. Waiting for "chu san" (3rd of NY) going to Kel's hse to play mahjong and on thursday going to serene's hse sort of NY gathering.

Yesterday went to watch with Hui. He wore a black long sleeve levis top and a normal jeans plus a his bilabong cap, just look like Im going out with a star who can't let other recognise him (am I think too much? Haha... shouldn't be because Yvel bi-zi bi-zi with me)

When abt 9+, I insisted him to send me home. The bus are full of passengers, he felt sick and I sould see his goose bumps and his pale face. I felt guilty for insisting him to send me back. Poor Hui~ But after awhile he was alright.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

~Valentine Day~

Yesterday was a different vday, no romantic dinner, no gifts, no sweet-talk, only a basket of rose.

Early in the morning, I recieved Tiglet's call that to meet for breakfast but this time slightly different from usual - he wanted me to come straight away. I thought he was giving me a small suprise, there wasn't any surpise but a bad "gift"...

Tiglet : "yesterday I was looking at friendster and saw a chiobu, she is very pretty & sexy. I'm willing to shorten 10yrs of my lifespan if she were my laopo!!"

I angry hearing these words and specially on vday. Why can't he say some sweet-talk to make me happy?! I discussed this with Yvel, but she find it normal and think there isn't any reason to be angry for. "Am I petty?" I keep asking myself. Serene's comment was different, she agree my view. She also don't like this kind of words coming out from her boi.

I went to meet him after working hrs, just want to have a simple dinner and passed him the gift. But when I see him, reminded me of this morning's incident, I can't easily forget what he had said. I cried. I cried because I'm angry. Am I not good enoughto be your gf but you have no choice have to force yourself to be with mi? Althought in the end he regret what he said and keep say "SORRY" for a thousand of times but still ... , it remains inside.