Decision making

Sometimes human will do some foolish, silly, ridiculous things when making critical decision within limited time.
Have u ever thought of what u have today regardless of career, BGR, friends, money, house, car, etc... is just a dream?
Just like one of the version of Doraemon's ending story, Doraemon is just a dream of Nobita.
Imagine tml I woke up, I was in 3yrs back whr I just grad frm poly, searching for jobs.
No max, no hams, no tiglet, no BFFs, no family probs...
Am I happy or sad?
Cant decide...


I thk I am a selfish person.
Because of dunno how to explain to my frds,
because of don't wan to break my promise,
because of thinking how to make it on time,
because of his words "I won't angry"
I made a remorseful decision...
Maybe to others this is small prob
but afew small probs can become a big issue.
Neither I can change nor amend anthing.
. . .
For now I need some re-balancing of my time, my attitude, my aim.

Thoughts

I love apple
"An apple a day, keeps doc away"

recently somebody introduced me a new chocolate
a sweet and melt in the mouth type.
I'm craving for it~
but my apple is still thr waiting for mi?
Wat shld i do?
Choco is sinful...

Unwillingly

Is thr a difficulties of deciding a meeting place?
Y have to travel so far away from whr we r?
Y cant we mit somewhr nearer to u since I can go off early?
If I didnt promise anything,
if I didnt reply,
I wish I could change this...

I dislike tomorrow

Happening friday

*shld be posted on last wk due to internet down*
Haha... My so-call "1st appt" completed!!
Althought had some difficultes
i thk i handled it quite well.


Meanwhile we were walking off.
I saw him.
This was the 2nd time I saw him.
1st was in a mrt ctrl stn.
He ignored me when we passed by.
This time he smiled to me.
His smile told me dat he's living well.
A recalled back of the last day, a peacefully one.
Wat he had said I could still rem...
Now we seem to be strangers dat once being so close
最熟悉的陌生人

Appointment

Today going to start my 1st attempt
Although ytd rehearsed w my sis le but still feel
so nervous & excited~
Wish me Good Luck

Haha... Long time didnt blog!

When can it stop?

The "accident" still gg on, haven stop!!
Nw my dog...
Suddenly one day morning, he was unusual.
He kept lying on the floor, didnt wan to move much.
Until lunch time, then my mum realised his leg was hurt.
The vet said it was bcos he is getting older,
the bone weaker, nid more exercise.

Nxt is my sis...
Tues nite, she went to hospital.
During the morning she wasn't feeling so went to c doc to get mc
the med instead of helping my sis to recover,
it made it worse.
She was shivering,
her hands & legs were numb and breathing difficult
All bcos of the stupid doc!!
Fortunately she was alright after the med effect finish.
Conculsion : Dun kip chnging the clinic, stick to 1.

Accident going on and on...

Ytd nite heard frm Tiglet dat he & his dad had an accident
This time was bicycle.
His dad flew off 180 degree off the bicycle and hurt badly
His whole shirt stained all his bleed.
Took 10+pieces of x-ray on his head, nose, neck, etc
Tiglet just had minor injury as compared to his dad.



This morning received Lp's msg
said dat she had back pain.
Nw hv to sit v straight, hard move much
Guess shld be her slping position prob + old wound ba.
To Lp :"Dunno hw u slp leh, u must tc of urself wor!"


Today my sis went to hospital to c doc
Her stomache had been pain for afew days
Scared sthg worse happen =(
Haven cm back yet, hope just small prob only.


Y recently ppl ard mi got hurt?
Dun like the feeling =(

To all my friends : "U all must take good care of urselves wor!!"

Y somebody likes to recall the past bad memories only.
R u trying to let ppl knw dat u r "qing sheng"?
Or wan to get some sympathy?
If u hate her just say it out,
dun kip telling ppl dat u love her so much yet backstabbing her w those words

An outsider might not knw the whole story
but base on wat I had heard
Yes, she had hurt u badly but
ur hurt to her was not any lesser
U said she is a materialistic, left u bcos of another guy??
Haha... very funny,
After u 2 broke up wat hv she done for u when u r helpless and urgently nid it?
U 2 had been broke & patched countless time,
mostly who is the one asked for patch?
The reason behind this failure r/s, u shld knw better than anyone.

She left her ex who has euff "bread" to give her gd life
but she gave up & chosen u who she thot dat u can give the "love" she wished for
Wat hv u done?
Kip digging old things out and kip quarrelled w small matters?
Ya, none of her frds like u.
We advised & scolded her until we gave up
she had no frd to listen to her prob, everyday cried cried cried
Pls!!! A r/s nid 2 person to manage
if anything wrong is both parties
cant blame on one side only

In the middle of cross road

I have been jobless for close to 2 months
I know it is not hard to get a job outside
but
I dunno...
dunno what I want
dunno wat I'm interested in


Sometimes I found it
and I tried to work it out
but the next day I lost the passion the determination



I know if I did not get it done, I cannot move on
but when can I complete it?



Recently heard some of my frds changing their career paths
set their goals very high
this made me got the thought of joining insurance
it can earn alot if you really work hard
Should I?
I'm lost
Can anyone help me out?

Friday the thirteen

My worst day.




1. Sick + 大姨妈
Had a bad stomach cramp until i vomited, shivered, dizzy and weakly.
This was the 3rd time
"it'll over soon" I kept telling myself while i was in life and death struggled.



2. Went out w Lp
we went to bugis again to buy cosmetic as according to WWY's news dat they had a beauty fair which offered a $10 off with every $100 purchased.
*the previous day went tog too*
With our careless & slow reaction, we bought 3 foundation tog then realised the voucher cld only use in beauty/perfume on nxt the nxt purchase.
Hai... Shld pay the 1st two then use the voucher on the 3rd one.



3. Forgot to bring the faulty charger
Another reason to go town was to change my camera's charger at service care center.
Usually I packed my bag in last min before I step out of my hse door.
I reminded myself dat I had to bring charger, camera and warranty. But somehw I forgot the main - CHARGER!!



4. Mahjong session
At nite I met up w my usual mj kakis
1st round of the 1st feng I lost $6.40 to Tiglet
continously, my title were quite gd but kept bomb by other parties.
After 6hrs "battle", I lost more than 30 bucks
*in between we brk awhile bcos they gt sthg to do*
Lucky Tiglet won and saved mi some, but still lost $13



Hai... My worst day of the week and hopefully is the whole month? Nonono.. shld be the whole life.

小简讯

一早就有不速之客“来到”。
完美主义者而又不擅长表达的他
竟然发了短讯给我




Sad to lose you in the company resizing. Hope you'll find a good job soon.




哈哈哈~ 好开心喔！！
小小的短讯让我一整天的心情变得好好
一直以来，每次他分配的工作我都很担心
害怕我做得不够好，每次都找WWY帮我double check
不过最终还是不对，
当然也有做得对时啦，就有种满足感


还。。。 现在至少我知道我是有被肯定的
谢谢你

必经之路

今天时钟还没想，我就起床了。
不知道是不是有预知能力
一张开眼就有简讯
不是一个，而是很多很多呢！！


一大早就陪朋友去财神庙，
原本应该是求财的，但我却祈求我能快找到工作。
哈哈。。。就好是我心仪的 =）


到了下午，一碰到wl我们两就叽叽喳喳地讲个不停。
很开心等待
等待的当儿，看到了一些熟悉的面孔
反复回到了过去。。。


抵达“目的地”
听完了审讯，见到了老板。
之前想过很多“可能性”的话
可是直到最后，他都没说什么，甚至看也没几回。
WWY说他有点感伤，是因为莫人
但一定不是我
跨。。 跨。。 跨。。。


其实在那个地方，学到了很多
工作上，人际上，思想上，都有学习到。
除此之外也结交了两个好友
人家说，社会上要找到朋友很难，而我很幸运的找到两个


我们从陌生人到同事到好友，甚至到了好姐妹
我们的第一堂课，第一次shopping，第一次一起出国
经常想很多主题，游戏，好玩特别的地方
每天好像有说不完的话，发不完的email
在那里，我最不适的就是他们，以后就不能一起吃lunch，去tea-break，搭company bus了。
不过
真的，我真的很开心能认识到你们。
我们一定要保持联络喔 ！！

...

现在有一种等待被判死刑的感觉
是应该开心吗？
开心是因为想换一新环境
但是．．．
以现在的市场来看要找工作很难，
何况是找心意的工作更是难上加难。


回想起刚毕业时，
发了很多resume去了很多interviews
但心里已经认定了两家公司
认定了自己一定要进其中一家
其中虽然碰到了很多波折，但最后还是成功了。
当时听到消息时，很开心
开心到睡不早觉啊。


今天听到朋友说：＂其实我预料了＂，感到有点感伤
能怨谁呢？只怪自己在公司向来也没有很大的贡献
还．．．剩下几个小时就要开审了。
心里有一千个一万个不愿意，却还是要硬着头皮面对。










恩！相信只要自己有恒心，一定会成功。
就算没有，至少曾经努力过。










加油！


加油！


加油！

Tranforming...

Recently I was emo-ing over some matters.
At dat moment I knew dat was just small matters
but just wan to speak out n nid some1 to concern/sayang mi.
No, nobody. Even Tiglet oso didnt.
Felt lost.
Like standing in the middle of cross junction dunno which direction to go to

Until ytd I wanted to make myself happy by buying my fav. - snacks!!
I bought Twisties.
Dat was great!! Haha... I felt happier & excited *dunno y*
Tiglet realised the sudden chng of mi too!!
Nw I knw wat to do le, a secret dat kip to myself ;P


HHOoHaa~ BBQ curry dube twisties is great !!

My condolence to u...

Early in the morning went to my frd's grandfather's funeral.
Read her blog, really could feel hw sad she was.
Those suffering days were painful, nw her grandfather had gone to heaven.
At least he was happy, happy dat his family members were beside him on his last moment.
Cheer up, ur ah gong will watch over u & ur family in heaven.
Take care of urself wor!

...

Catch this movie ytd,
abit too drag but quite funny.
Ovrall its a love story...
Quite amazing dat this movie won several awards in the Taiwan 45th Golden Horse Award include Best Supporting Actor, Best Original Film Score, Best Original Film Song, Outstanding Taiwanese Film of the Year, Outstanding Taiwanese Filmmaker of the Year...





在对的时间遇到对的人，是一种幸福；
在对的时间遇到错的人，是一种悲伤；
在错的时间遇到对的人，是一声叹息；
在错的时间遇到错的人，是一种无奈。

meet a right person in right time,it's a happy;
meet a wrong person in right time,it's a sad;
meet a right person in wrong time,it's a sigh ;
meet a wrong person in wrong time,it's a helplessness.

Happy week

Haha... back to blog again!!
Although Hui went for reservist for 2wks, surprisingly I had a happy wk!!

Thursday I went for a jog.
Long long time didnt jog, ermm... gt 1mth? Probably
I managed to jog 10 rds!! Yeah... at least not too far away frm my usual record.
Had a bubble tea as usual everytime after jogging.
kind of a "reward" to myself after a tiring exercise ba ;D

Haha... recently kip playing facebook
One of the reason was bcos JZ's msg!!
Hee... So happy to c his replies.
Sort of happy bcos found him back, knwing hw's his life nw.
Recently recalled alot of pri sch day's memories...
ALthough we sat side by side in sch but I wasn't gd in sch. Maybe dat days he dislike mi?
Heehee... I rem dat I was a crybaby in class.

Another reason is I addicted to Pet Society!!
Haha... like adopting a pet, can play feed bath for her.
At 1st was a him, someone told mi den i chnged the gender.
Oya, can bring ur pet to visit ur frd's pets!!
Haha... weekend has arrives ;D

类，倒立真的会有用吗

人总有不愉快的时候，现在的我也不例外
还以为我站在幸福的道路，才不到一天才发觉那时暴风雨前夕的征兆
现在的我已迷失方向了。。。

现在的我还甚至为了一些芝麻绿豆的事情而怀疑这怀疑那，差一点就失去了很要好的朋友。
我的好朋友，我没怪你了。只是emo-ing


最近不管是在忙的打字的我，在会议室聆听的我，在吃饭的我，走路回家的我， 都会有莫名其妙的感到感伤。有时候怀疑镜子里的那个人是谁，为什么我会变得那么脆弱？
类，倒立真的会有用吗？

烦，烦，烦！！
一波未平，一波又起。到底几时才能平静呢？
嗨。。。我好累哦！
真希望这是一场恶梦，而我能快一点醒来。

weight lose

Dat was my breakfast?
No.. No...
It was my dinner.
Hai... tot dat my 二姨妈 ended can take off and rest
Now cant le!!
My boss went for a long leave so pass dwn to mi
and I had to take up another project in his absence

Recently suffering frm headache & stomach flu.
I thk I losing weight le *sob sob*

Life is short

If you hv read Sat's newspaper,
thr was this article printed on the main page abt a couple died on car accident on the Fri midnight.
Dat was Tiglet's relative's cousin.
According to the newspaper,
they planned to married on 09/09/09
and their hse application had just approved.
Both of them, age 25, met accident when they were otw bk frm frd's bd party.
The pic of the car was crushed into a tree badly.
How they hit toward the big tree?
Did they drank alcohol?
How the ger flew off far away frm the car?
All these qns still in investigating...

Although I dunno them but I felt sad for them.
Anybody could died anytime in anywhr, must treasure wat u hv nw.
Ya, tonite must thk of wat else I wan to do/say but havent done/told so.













This remind mi of sthg,
I rem last wk while I was watching horror movie, The Eye 2, I was bz wrking as well.
My frd msn mi :

Frd : "Hi"
PigGy : "hihi"
Frd : "Haha... tml im gg for marathon w frds"
*took a long time then reply bcos bz wrking*
PigGY : "Orh... gd gd. Tc of ur old wound wor."
Frd : "Wat would u do if tml I died?"
*I was watching the exciting horror part*
PigGy : "Huh? wat u said dat?" "Im watching horror movie leh"
Frd : "When u wan to pass mi my present?"
*present dat I bought frm Japan, alws forgot to pass*
PigGY : "Nxt wk can?"
Frd : "I wan to knw in case tml I nt ard le" "Do u hv anythg to say to mi"?"
PigGy : "if u thk dat tml u will died then u shld "pass dwn" to ur parents"
Frd : "I hv told them le" "Im gg to slp le"

Diao... Dunno he did dat purposely or wat,
specially said dat dring dat hrs. *it was ard midnite leh*
Wan to add on to the atmosphere?
Hai... the following day he smsed mi n said dat he was still alive
=_="'