A perfect catch

I seldom talked with lp's boi, Damao. Yesterday just did it and it was a long one. He was depressed, disappointed and lost trust & confident in this relationship. *not to mention*

What a ger wants is a perfect husband who cares for you, puts you in 1st prority always, caring and loving you, earns lots of money, never looks or even thinks of other gers. There is no way that I get such a perfect one althought I had before.



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My 1st ex *dun wish to mention* is almost perfect too. He has a great brain that makes him score striaght A's in his Poly *not sure abt his JC, Secondary & Primary... oh ya, heard that his 'O' lvl had a single digit score*, thinks of setting up business with his friends *dunno whether succeeded anot o.O?*. I must admit that is his handsome looking attractted me 1st. He is good in talking craps and sing well. Unfortunately, he dumped me, he really hurt me alot - Deep cut on my heart. I loss to a DAMN STUPID DUMBY MALAYSIAN GER *hate the name*. Hmm... Maybe she is much better than me *I dun think so, only good in talking*


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Actually from Damao's shadow, I see SJ. He is caring, romantic everything give gf in 1st place, expert in organising and planning. He studies uni now, which one I not sure, is either NTU or SMU business ba. Everyone predicts that he has a bright .He is one of the perfect I met but I gave up le.

Neither his fault nor mine. I just feel that we are not suitable as I think I don't really love him.

Maybe because that time I felt lonely and sad when broke up with the 1st ex. *dun feel like mentioning that name* Sj came in and console me, he helped me to walk throught that period of sadness. Our friends around us *that including Tiglet* felt that we like each other and wanted to give us a hand. With all those couragement, love theories flew around and we got together for 2yrs 7mths.

Due to many unhappy family stuffs and some small things happened, we quarrelled everyday *at the last 2mths* A very little tiny small part were because of Tiglet as I got a little feeling towards them.

Recently I found out that Sj is either blocked or deleted me in msn and frienster. He said that we can be remain as friends on that day. Maybe he can't force himself to do so or he found out that I'm with Tiglet now. That doesn't matter to me anymore, what I concern now is my future => Tiglet.